Same as you mate - it’s taking its toll … but I’m keeping the faith, which can be hard at times. Every time it gets to me I just go and play with my daughter … she makes all the worries of the world disappear (for a few moments at least) … then I have to change her nappy and it’s back to reality.
I’m waiting on 2 banks to come back to me (HSBC & TSB). I read, after applying, to complete the TSB application (if approved) I have to take documents into a branch … so that scuppers me for that one … just one obstacle after another it seems.
I’m still waiting for Funding circle to be accredited - but I’m not seeing any movement there.
If I’m unsuccessful with BBL - then I’ll have to try the CBILs route - which I don’t really want to do - but if I have to then so be it.
Still not possible to get back to the UK - as I’d need to go into quarantine for 2 weeks and I can’t be away from my wife and daughter for that long, and I’m certainly not risking my daughter going to the UK, now that Italy is coming back to life again.
Keep positive Cam - no good comes from getting down. What will be will be and worrying about all this will drive you to an early grave. Easier said than done, I know, but at the end of the day it’s out of our control and we have to stay positive for our own peace of mind.